Friday, May 16, 2008

Redefining...?


After a long time...
Lonely again,I am strung and tied from all sides.Things keep on swirling.Priorities keep getting confused,as people say(I though call it redefining).Everybody around seems to have undergone a sudden metamorphosis,or did they move on too fast that I could cope up with,or it was I who drifted apart?I feel like an alien.How long can caffaine,Erich Segal,Drums,music soothe?I fear breaking down,the darker side of me.Sarcasm at times is so poisonous,that too from best buddies.Everything changes,shatteres should be the term though,so damn suddenly that there is hardly any time to react.Love now a days is also making me feel guilty.Dream and expectations kill at times.If I call this a crisis,I do not have situations to justify it,though I feel it would be an understatement.I do not know how long will it be before I live again.Let's see...

3 comments:

Unknown said...

life seems complicated...as usual..whether we have everything or not..there is always some wish of ours unfulfilled..
am emptiness deep within...
and sougata as sual managed to put it across very elegantly!! BRAVO!!!

Shreyasi Ghosh said...

A hug to cheer you up buddy :-)). Maybe you're being judgmental. Maybe not.Sometimes,do put yourself in others' shoes and try to see things from their perspectives.

Poulomi said...

@shreyasi...i agree...try doin that goto..may b it will help u,make u feel betr

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